Currently Reading The Bachelor By Carly Phillips see related

 Hmmm. Life has changed quite a bit since I last typed an entry. Lets see, I graduated from high school in May, and I am so glad to be outta there.   This summer has flown by sooooo fast already, its already July....it feels like it should still be May. Anyways, I don't even really get to go on a real vacation this year cause I work 3 days a week, and I am taking Anatomy & Physiology II at Rhodes 2 days a week. Oh well...gotta sacrifice to get ahead I guess. I did go to Cedar Point back in May, and I def rode the new roller coaster "Maverick"....like on the 3rd day that is was open...so that is def my new fave there. I guess you could say that was kind of a vacation, but to me a vacation lasts around a week.  I'm hoping that once I'm done w/ my class in August that my family and me can go somewhere.....I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Well, I am goin to Indiana Beach w/ a bunch of people @ the end of July....so there's a partial vay-cay. Other new things in my life are that I am dating my ex again...the one I broke up w/ last summer. (big mistake doin that). .  Havin him back in my life is so amazing, and I am lovin every minute of it...we're gonna be goin on 2 months, so I'm plannin on makin this time around last a lot lot LOT longer..lol. I had never watched Grey's Anatomy before, but I rented the first season to see what it was like, and wow....I am in love with that show.  I love all the drama, and the fact that its medical. Just watching it makes me wanna start clinicals ....pronto. I only have 2 months till I start those! I get done w/ the class I'm takin now the second week of August, so I will have about a month off, and then I'll start up again for the Fall Quarter. My A &P class is better than what I expected tho.....this time around I have a better teacher, and I can actually understand what material she is talkin about. The new Harry Potter movie comes out today...that is at the top of my list to see! I never read the book, but oh well. The Paulding Fair is this week, and wow...its gone down the tubes, but I just go to see my friends, heck...I got a free pass from 4-H, so I may as well use it....Thats all for now.....

*Michelle Joy*

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Life...as it is.

Well, so much for saying that I'm not gonna write on xanga anymore..lol. I feel like its kinda like a release for everything I don't wanna say everywhere else..who knows. Even if nobody reads this, its an escape for me.  A place I can say whatever I want. NYC was such a blast....I love that place more than anywhere...I wanna move there for a year or so...it'd be awesome.  Anywhere to get away from round here. Too many reminders of my past.  Let's just say, NYC was an experience that got my mind off of EVERYTHING that ever happened to me round here, and it just was relaxing. yep. That's why i was bummed to come back to...ugh...Ohio. Whatever Anywho, these college classes i'm takin suck so bad!......i gotta get good grades in 'em or else i'm gonna have to  pay for them myself. Def don't want that.  It was so scary tonight......Elliot went to the emergency room tonight cause of heat stroke, so I ran me, Timna, and Andrea up there to see him. It was one of the most terrifying times I've been in.....he was hooked up to a breathing machine, and suckin through a straw for air. Wow....he's ok now, but I just felt so bad cause there was nothing I could do to help. I am so happy that Timna has a guy like Elliot...he is perfect for her...and I am so so so glad they are together. Love yous! Cause I know what Andrea means how it is so hard to find the right guy...most guys from round here are scumbags, and just want some action. Oh well, it happens.  Hmm...and people wonder why I haven't dated anybody in almost a year...well, that could be the reason..geez. My dad is slowing getting worse I think......he has to get stints put into his brain...but its a very tricky procedure...and there is a chance of fatality.....which scares me. I don't wanna lose my Dad. I'm just not gonna think on the negative side of this issue then.  Anyways, I need to stop goin up to the stupid cruise route. The only reason I go up there is cause i have nothin else to do, but its not good for to me to keepin goin up there...too much happens, so much drama, and too many memories. Wow....guess its my own fault, cause i keep goin up there..lol. Well, that's bout it.

\\Shell//

I don't miss you, I missed what we once had....

Currently Listening The Secret Life of the Veronicas By The Veronicas see related

Wow. I have def not updated this dang thing in over 6 months. Prob cause no one ever uses it! Oh well, I am bored, so I'm just gonna type whatz all new. Hmm.....post secondary has been takin up a lot of my time. Its homework, homework, homework..ugh. I hate that word, but then again...who DOES like that word? I was gone last weekend in Illinois, and this Saturday I leave for New York City, which I am so so so psyched about. Just glad to get outta Ohio and away from the usual life! Yes. I've never been there, so it's gonna be an awesome experience for me. But the bad thing is that of course when I'm gone, that's when all my teachers at Rhodes decide to have tests! No joke...I am missing a test in every single one of my classes. So...that means I gotta make 'em all up next week after I get back. Let me tell ya, that will not be fun..at all. Oh well, guess it happens...gotta take things as they come. Then prom is coming up...which is gonna fun.....Me, Tyson, Ann, and Bob are all goin and eatin together.  Not sure where yet, but I love my dress this year so much better than last year. I def looked like a banana last year..lol. It happens. hah.  Also gotta figure out how I want my hair done. I have an idea, but not too positive...we'll see what happens.  I can't wait to graduate from high school. May 20th. Freedom day!!!!! Yeahh. Then after that I still have college, cause I don't get out till June 4th. But then after that I have like 3 weeks of break, and then I gotta go back, and take a summer class cause I start clinicals in the fall already, and I have to have Anatomy and Physiology II out of the way. So *poof* there goes my summer. Gotta make sacrifices if I wanna be successful though! lol. I'm also gonna be havin a job in the summer..hopefully at Marinatha/J & K in Payne.  Depends on my summer college schedule though. I hope it works out though cause then I can go to work in the day, and then on Tuesdays/Thursdays I can go to college at night. This year has flown by so fast that its not even funny. Partly cause of all the drama I've been through, but it might also be cause I don't take classes at the high school, and I just am at the college all day. Which is so much better by far. My hair needs to hurry up and growwwww. Cause I got it cut in January, and now its short enough that I cannot make it wavy like I used to. It sucks growing hair out. It takes foreverrrrrrrr........Well, that's it!

[[Shell]]

Days come & go but my feelings for you are forever <3